3.5 / 5 stars
Goodreads description: Have you ever been so angry that hitting things felt good? Or so numb that you actually felt high? The past few years have been like that for me. Traveling between fury and indifference with no stops in between.
Some people hate me for it, while others are scared of me. But none of them can hurt me, because I don’t care about anything or anyone.
I love her so much that I hate her. We used to be friends, but I found out that I couldn’t trust her or anyone else.
So I hurt her. I pushed her away.
But I still need her. The sight of her centers me, and I can pool all of my anger into her. Engaging her, challenging her, bullying her…they are my food, my air, and the last part of me that feels anything human.
But she left. She went to France for a year, and came back a different girl.
Now, when I push, she pushes back.
There is something about hate to love relationships that I can’t resist. I feel like a psychopath sometimes because I’m so peculiar.
I have read the first book in this series a while ago and I just loved it. It was so tempting and I couldn’t get enough of it. I do not think at all that bullying is alright in any way, it’s just that this book is different. I feel kind of mad at myself for liking it but I still do.
Reading from Jared’s POV was… interesting.
I found it a little boring because every second sentence was : “My dick twitched/sprang to life.” and I didn’t know men could have so many boners in one day lol
Even though it was very cheesy I found myself smiling like a psycho while reading some of cutesy romantic phrases he told her. It was adorable.
I hate the ending because it makes me so sad. It’s a little unbelievable I must say and I would want it to end in many different ways that are not this one.
I still like it and I kind of want to continue on with the rest of the series because it’s about Madoc and Fallen, pardon, Fallon, if you know what I’m sayin’ 😉